Author Archive for Matthew Bendert

riding the thermals

minute muscle

contractions adjust each feather;

jealousy and awe

untitled (2 february 2010)

acrid hint of

charring carbon wakes me,

no sirens… back to sleep

neon pandas

paper plates, plastic

forks, orange chicken; chatting under

neon panda gaze

untitled (31 january 2010)

my eyes squint, trying

to decipher the white glow –

time to walk away

untitled (30 january 2010)

that buildup of cha(n/r)ge

as the sky goes dark:  i love

just before it rains

untitled (29 january 2010)

great black-and-grey

silhouettes cruise the coastal skies –

rain in the mountains

“the male gaze”

new zoom lens

adds new meaning to

“the male gaze”

untitled (27 january 2010)

bookshelves sag under

the weight of millions of words –

a few more can’t hurt.

photography research

browsing through

photos of naked people,

looking for good poses

untitled (25 january 2010)

dusk: haloed

moon peeks through

cypress boughs

untitled (24 january 2010)

moonlight catches an

ivory curve; should be asleep

but can’t help gazing

untitled (23 january 2010)

white marble l.a.

sun and scene — little kids in

paper masks run by

cloudburst

tree branches suddenly

thrash about as sideways rain

pummels the windows

tempest

blazing white — a swift
drum strike reverberates
through chest and spirit

after a storm

Horned Moon

untitled (19 january 2010)

the windows rattle
buffeted by water and wind:
monsoon morning

untitled (18 january 2010)

grey clouds break;
yellow warmth pushes its way
into afternoon

untitled (17 january 2010)

rainwater tumbles

down the spouts, rushing like

a waterfall

rain haiku

rain sounds fill the
silence, pinging like lentils
in a metal bowl

untitled (15 january 2010)

cold, wet wind, dark sky:
forgetting i’m in southern
california

steel and stone haiku

back and forth across
the stone, gently coaxing the
blade spirit to shine

untitled (13 january 2010)

black rustling:  old man

raccoon rummages for scraps

behind the dumpster.

untitled (12 january 2010)

drifting to sleep –

the soothing staccato

of sudden rain

untitled (11 january 2010)

the world outside gets

indistinct — across the water,

the fog horn bellows

untitled (10 january 2010)

driving home from the

beach — a tiny hawk perched on

a no-parking sign

untitled (9 january 2010)

lying in bed, eyes

shut, daggers in my temples…

bargaining for sunset…

untitled (8 january 2010)

rumble of passing

cars soothes like irregular

crashing waves

just after sunset

cool winds shift inland,

bringing sweet hints of fennel

and eucalyptus

quiet night

midnight, no wind; just

the tiny pops of bursting beech

fruit under orion

untitled (5 january 2010)

sunlight slips

between drawn drapes, briefly piercing

my afternoon gloom

walking at the waterline

i skirt the edge with

the plovers: poking in the sand,

looking for jujus

January in SoCal

in pairs or alone,

the sun worshippers lie prostrate

on sandy towels

untitled (2 january 2010)

seated on the grass

above the sand, drawing

on my ankles

untitled (1 january 2010)

driving down the high-

way:  to the right, two turkeys

by the railroad tracks

untitled (31 december 2009)

clear blue sky

above, and your head dozing

on my shoulder

untitled (30 december 2009)

through the mists, across

the water, the islands sit, a scribble

on the horizon

late afternoon moonrise

great white orb in the

bright blue sky, rising over terraced,

palm-topped hills

winter light

the breeze rustles

through the pine boughs bathed in

silver-blue moonlight

untitled (27 december 2009)

gazing up:

a maelstrom of grey flecks

on a white background

reading together

blanket-wrapped, we

sit side-by-side — snow builds up

on the window sill

untitled (25 december 2009)

a baby with

tissue paper:  pure, unrefined

contentment

untitled (24 december 2009)

seated at the big

table, surrounded by laughter

and sugar cookies

after the ice storm

the trees groan in the

wind, branches encapsulated

in frozen time

untitled (22 december 2009)

black ice underfoot –

treading gingerly

up the driveway

winter solstice

flying east to

Chicago — shortest day

of the year

21st century yule

electric candles

burn between wire/plastic branches,

welcoming the sun

untitled (19 december 2009)

I chuckle warmly

as someone’s dog frolics

in the white powder

winter music

snowflakes contine

to fall in time with recorded

piano flurries

untitled (17 december 2009)

a scraping snowplow

shatters the snow-damp

silence

untitled (16 december 2009)

wrapped up tight,

as the world outside

turns white and grey

untitled (15 december 2009)

hunched against the

cold, and old, red hawk eyes

the white for movement

untitled (14 december 2009)

an icy damp chill

steals through the cracks in the

sliding glass door

untitled winter haiku

overstuffed recliner,

book in hand — cold radiates

from frosted windows

untitled (12 december 2009)

rain patters on the

rooftop — hard to keep my

eyes open

untitled (11 december 2009)

standing under a

streetlight, red leaves flare

beneath the black sky

untitled (10 december 2009)

i drift off

to the gentle sound of

your breath next to me

untitled (9 december 2009)

finger tapping and

pen scratching:  two word weavers

creating worlds by hand

untitled (8 december 2009)

scent of chicken and

spices wafts from the kitchen –

smells like home

untitled (7 december 2009)

temperature drops ten

degrees — above, black cloud banks

crest the mountain tops

untitled (6 december 2009)

walking home, the air

is thick with smells of

respite, home, and beans

pacific shoreline haiku

late afternoon:

a cold, yellow mist rises

from the sands

untitled beach haiku

under the cloudless

blue sky — thundercrash

and a salty spray

untitled (30 november 2009)

the lone poet taps

haiku on his phone — nearby,

Storke Tower chimes eight

untitled (29 november 2009)

the pregnant full moon

casts silvery anti-shadows

on leaf-strewn pavement

untitled (28 november 2009)

with the first raindrop

the gathered throngs

scurry for cover

a holiday at my parents’ house

a full house:

everywhere toes to be stepped on

and shoulders to hug

Turkey Day (taking the day off)

Happy Turkey Day!  I’m taking the day off to hang out with my family.  More haiku to come tomorrow. :)

Winter Moon

gazing up, a great

white orb and halo dominate

the indigo sky

late fall morning

early morning and

the world smells richly of

wet leaves and coffee

3 AM – Santa Ana Night

lying awake,

parched throat, coyotes chattering

outside the window

untitled (22 november 2009)

just above the
horizon, the moon floats like a
yellow banana

the photo shoot

staring through the
camera lens — drowning in
kaleidoscope eyes

untitled autumn haiku

days grow shorter as
crisp, new piles of red and brown
clutter the walkway

stars in the country sky

the stars glisten like
a million white pinpricks in
an obsidian sky

legba speaks at midnight

in the blackest night,

wind gusts in the quiet

of the crossroads

untitled (17 november 2009)

standing in line at

the grocery store — overhead,

The Doors’ “People Are Strange”

Making: haiku #4

final adjustments

made — enjoying the satisfying

glow of completion

Making: haiku #3

concentric twisting

bold and nut.  Tight — just

a quarter turn more

Making: haiku #2

riffling through a

box of sockets: talismans

of precision

Making: haiku #1

squinting at tiny

solder points, metallic fumes

sting my nostrils

untitled (12 november 2009)

little brown thrush sits

amongst the red paper flowers,

unbothered by thorns

untitled (11 november 2009)

the temperature
drops and the breeze picks up,
smelling of rain

before the rain

the air is quiet,
just a few small cheeps in the trees –
under an iron sky

untitled (9 november 2009)

nodding off

at my desk –

empty house

autumn night haiku

cold west wind — above,

brown and black mottled sky and

a handful of stray stars

coffeehouse haiku

waiting for my

coffee, staring blankly at the

scarred wood tabletop

the perfect latte

swirls of white and tan

foam suspended atop blessed

bean nirvana

heading out just after sunset

stepping out of the

front door — welcoming crispness

and violet clouds

by bedside lamplight

you lie in bed

novel in hand, sleepy

face next to mine

while driving alone at night

cold, deep fog

clings to the lampposts –

damp silence

seaside haiku

glaring sun –
in the distance,
a fog horn lows

the eternal sweeper

five in the morning,

seven at night — the rasp of

bristles on concrete

Halloween lanterns

ghoulish faces

flicker on porchsteps: helping the

spirits find their way

pumpkin carving

hollowed, carved and hallowed:

grinning orange totems with

little candle souls

morning, after the bedroom window was left open

wrapped in blankets, I

struggle to find a reason

to get out of bed

meditation haiku #1

I close my eyes

and breath — beneath the blackness

a million colors

untitled (27 october 2009)

sitting at the
sunlight drenched window, the breeze
carries hints of salt

untitled driving paranoia haiku

perched atop light poles

great white cameras stare with

omnipresent eyes

untitled (25 october 2009)

I sit and wait for

the car to wake up –  a low

grumbling machine yawn

untitled (24 october 2009)

I gaze upward;

dozens of con trails etch the

cerulean sky